My Last Days As a Man..
These are the confessions of a soon to be no longer broken heart…
As most of u guys know, i made a really stupid bet last year…I made a bet that i would get a girlfriend by my 20th birthday…If i do not succeed by my 20th birthday, i shall be called a gay…And as a man of my word, if i do not meet the requirements, i loose…And looking the way things are going on now, im pretty sure im gonna lose the bet…But i have definately learned many things from my friends over the past time…Getting a girlfriend is not just about getting a girlfriend…I often use to think in highschool that having a girfriend was something cool…i was wrong…When u decide to start a relationship with someone, u should realize that u are about to commit yourself to something new…That’s what i took it as since i never had a girlfriend before…Both guy and girl should be ready to commit to each and be there for each other…Its a relationship…Its no longer friendship…And as a guy, i should be more reponsible as well…Now clearly i can see that i am not ready for any of this…And of course even if i was ready, there would still be the part of getting the girl u want…So i guess this was all a little too much for me…But the experience was good…I always had my good friends to guide me especially Hiu Li, Joanne and Bee Bee…I have definately learned a lot of things i never knew about women from u guys…Ok…enough history and philosophy…now its time to see my last days as a guy…
People often say that being a man is cool and tha man are the better half of humans and shit like that…I dont know…To me all humans are equal…I never really did use my abilities as a man, i hardly use my strength…but still life was fair to me…It has blessed me with a bunch of fun and loving and understanding people whom ive met and become closer with day by day…I cannot blame God for my lost cos i brought it upon me…And i must learn from mistakes…Maybe the good Lord has better plans for me in the future…Maybe i’m destined to meet better people in the future…Or maybe a miracle might just happen…Only time will tell…Untill then i shall honour this last days of mine…Like the motto of Monash University, " Ancora Impora " i am still definately learning…
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