Damn…its gonna be really boring…the next 3 weeks or so…i dun have classes…i dun have to study…i dun have to do anything important…i am just sit at home and laze around…shit…valetines is coming…looks like it’s gonna be singletines for me once again…i dont think it’s even worth it to ask her out cos even if she agrees to come, the possibility of her canceling last minute is extremely high…so its gonna make me regret and feel more like an idiot…
once that is done, chinese new year comes…everyone would be busy…and wat am i supossed to do?…go back to ipoh?…dont know…im needed back home just as much as im needed here…so come to think of it, im an important person…
im supposed to be filming today…the thing is i dont know where to start and how to start…but im gonna start…ive been chatting with a lot of people lately…some i know of and some i dont even know…it’s nice to make new friends but not nice to fall into pranks…
i missed american idol yesterday…its funny how we humans like to watch more reality tv series…is it because it is reality or is it an image of reality?…because there is no such thing as reality…so as real as american idol may look, it’s all been adjusted for us…it only shows us wat they want us to see and not wat we want…if they want the hero of the movie to die in the end, he dies…but if we want it otherwise, it wont happen…so is there democracy in filming?…freedom of speech? i think there exists a bit among filmakers but does it exist among the audiences?…so is it really being democratic or is it communism?
and wat about valentines day? why is it of all the 365 days in the year, feb 14 is the only day we have to be extra special to our loved ones? why is it on this day only flowers cost like ferraris? if u were to look at the history of valentines, its a totally different thing…and valentine’s day infact is a catholic feast day…its the feast of st.valentines…during the roman times, men were sent to battle and this guy called valentine would secretly marry them to their loved ones…once he was cought, he was crucified…and he becomes a saint for that?…thats one thing i dont understand about saints…me being a catholic myself, saints have always confused me…this is because saints are ordinary people…they are not prophets like abraham and moses…they were just ordinary people who did good things…but u see, there are millions of people doing lots of good things…so are they considered saints as well?…now im thinking who started this saint thingy…cos i dont think it was christ…hmmm…need to research on this…
back to my filming…ive got tonnes of ideas of films to make…here are just some of my suggestions…these films would be fictional but with like a message in it…i would love to make a movie which shows women running the world…yup…the female do all of the men’s chores…and the men do the females…this will definately be a good one…cos i want everything men do to be done by female…instead of men disturbing women, women disturb men…instead of male taxi drivers, we have women taxi drivers…instead of women maids and nurses, we have more male maids and nurses…instead of male construction workers, we have more female consrtuction workers…instead of more female housewives, we have more male housewives…and how am i going to start a movie like this? simple…my main character would be a womanizer…he does all kinds of bad things to women…so one day as he crosses the road, a car bangs him…and the next thing he wakes up in a hospital and thats where the story starts…kinda lame but it can be a comedy kind of movie…imagine a world where all the bosses, presidents, everything is done by females…and no its not gonna be a spoof of wicker man…
that was just one…another one i would like to make would be an action film…this one i got my actors…my bro and housemates have agreed to help me with this…i have got guns as well and car stunts with my amercian muscle…all i need now is a good story…most of the stories ive thought of for an action film have been used a lot and i dont want to be accused of plagiarizing someone else’s work…
and then of course love movies…probably one about a girl who has had so many crushes but never had a proper bf in her life before until she meets the right guy but doesnt realize it till the end…haha…now that would be a good twist…the story sounds familiar…is it based on true events? i dont know…oh better…i think i will make a film like love actually…different individuals…a bunch of friends with different love storys…a guy who loves an indonesian girl, a girl with 2 many crushes but hasnt found the right one, a guy who loves a girl although he has been rejected a million times, a guy who is confused of his sexuality…a couple who keep breaking up and making up…a teacher and a student…2 best friends…wow…this would be good…haha…
aaron’s got a real wild imagination doesnt he?
this is a real long post…its been a long time since i’ve typed out this many words…but then bore season is here…and joanne still owes me beer for every minutes she makes me weight…but then wat did i weigh for her?…wat a wasted opportunity…
yesterday i was chatting in dc++ with a bunch of people whom i have never met…it was a group conversation…and it was fun…we discuss a lot of interesting stuff…from general issues like politics to personal issues like bust size to weird issues like why monkeys have tails…the thing is, this bunch of people are also kind of like me…well thats wat i think…cos im juding them based on wat we chatted…a bunch of no lofe nerds…although, im not a nerd yet…i should meet up with them someday…
and yesterday was the first time i drove wei keat and kajon in my car…i mean my american muscle…haha…the outing to curve and laundry bar was fun but it would have been better if we had more people there…not that there was too much people already but i guess we could have used more…the saw sisters were good…and abby was good…i mean the interaction was there…but it would have been nicer if we had temme, hiu, vir, sya, chun hor, chung lern, arun and all those guys…it was nice to have stephen join us as well…at least he cheered some of us up…haha…and i could see that wei keat looked like he was very sad…haha…dun know why…kajon, well he was still the same…and bee, well bee i only got one thing to say, smoking is bad…haha…
i arrived home at 11.50pm…10 minutes before curfew…now that was close…came into my room to a mad cow disease patient a.k.a kelvin raj…poor fellow comp was spoil thanks to a virus from mine which i must also apologize to temme…sorry dear, didnt know my comp was so naughty…im gonna reformat her very soon…she has been my "gf" for years too…we have been through a lot…she knows all of my secrets and msn chats…i love my pc…i think i should marry it…
its 2.15pm…damn i have been typing for almost an hour…wow…am i really bored or no life? i should be out partying with someone…but then which idiot parties at 2.15pm?…i need a life…probably once i start my filming, i will get hooked up to it and den maybe things will change…as for the studies, i should start reading the novel joanne gave me…only read the first chapter…my aim for this coming semester is 2HDs and 1D…HDs in PR and IR and Ds in writing and autorship…i will achieve it…
in conclusion, "pornography is not a representation of sex but it is a practice of sex using representations" Foucault…great mind…i think he has influenced my life a lot as well…life must go on…
if u have read this entire post, u have no life like me also or u just need something to sleep…
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