Letter of hope? Surely i could have thought of a better tittle for this post…Actually, this is a post that shouldnt exist for i have no idea what am i going to talk about over the enxt few paragraphs…probably, the most recent events that have been happening around me over the last few weeks…
it’s scary to find out how little things can change lots of things…from the moment i posted up my theory in msn, a lot of things changed…from the moment ben and dr.yeoh sent my name and kat’s to the monash media, a lot of things changed…from the moment vimal a.k.a dd gave me the opportunity to be in charge of the studio when he was not around, a lot of things changed…from the moment i became the vice president of costa, a lot of things changed…but, somehow, unlike what some of you all think, i have not changed…i am still the same irritating fool in class…call me a show off, call me arrogant, but im still the same…
i still come to uni…say hi to everyone i know…and talk to everyone i see…even if u dont want to see me, i talk to u…hence, it’s part of the attention deficit syndrome…there are times i feel my presence is not wanted, but i am still there providing the best i can…i know i havent really been spending much time with my MUFY friends…not that i have forgotten u guys, i am just busy…in fact we are all busy…i see virginia in campus everyday studying…sometimes, i go in and have a small chat with her…i contact jon when he’s in campus and bump into him her and there…my best friend jo is busy with office work and see knows i got my exams and assignments due as well but we still keep in touch by phone or msn…even comm students like rachel wong and all communicate with me via msn…so what im trying to say here is, i have not forgotten any of u guys and i very much dearly miss hanging out with all of u also…
But reality is, we have to keep moving on…we cant forever be in the same timezone…eventually, i will not be seeing virginia in campus…but that doesnt mean i wont be seeing her anymore…i still have msn…and so is with the rest of my friends…she’s not talking to me…i dont know why…maybe i did something wrong…but i really dont know…
so this is my letter of hope to all of you…not really a letter as hope has 4 letters…wat am i saying here?…farewell dinners are just around the corner…internship with Star to start soon…filming and editing of Room in another 3 weeks which has really got me extremely excited…finally working with a really well established director and a trip to philippines to look forward too…
seems to me, im ending 2007 on high…i owe a lot to the Chosen ones…thanks for all the support u guys have given me…not forgetting the rest of the comm students…and the MUFY lads, where else would i get my ideas from if it wasnt for all of u…
all we can all do now is HOPE!!!
Hope
Never Disappoints
But Can Disappoint
At Times of Hope
It Springs Eternally
Does it?
Hope?
(too much experimental writing)
cheers.